a chill

being cold is when you feel a raw chill inside of you. then you desperately cover yourself with layers of cashmere and wool, but the frostiness inside remains. you can't explain where is that part of you that's freezing so much- but you know that it's there. you look so warm on the outside, but you feel so frozen on the inside. and then, you think, why am i trying to be warm anyway? it'll never happen. because that warming agent inside of you is spoiled, is dead and gone forever.

can you fix a broken piece of lace- teach me how.

xoxo